I had forggoten this one, and when I layed back down to sleep again, it popped into my concious...
strange things:
from what I can remember, my mother and I were killing time in a walmart or some kind of large retail store.
I believe it was because either, we were not allowed to leave.
or not allowed to leave until someone arrived to pick us up.. I think it's this one, and I think the someone had a van..
I was pushing a cart all around at first, and went outside to survey the situation but knew I couldn't leave.
Once back inside, it was me and my ma's exboyfriends son, austin and my ma
in this darkish aisle, with televisions on it, at the end of the aisle was an office.
So, Austin gets whiney and bored ( as was I )
I pick him up and start swingin him around you know? all over the place..
gives us something to do...
the man in the office, suggests that I quit that, immediatly... and from there...
forces me to stand in his office
( with my ma and sis looking on now? )
and speak with a professor at the college ( apparently we had been in a college the whole time? it didn't change form.. )
anyways, He was forcing me to pick up the phone and talk to this man who would tell me what I had done wrong, If i explained in full detail what I had done..
( I hate phones )
he got me to pick up the phone, ( hysterically in tears by then )
and it's a recording..
he takes it back..
and from here,
I beleive that him and the woman in her office, who was sitting quietly eating rice up to this point, try to force me
to sing, into the phone and over the load speaker for punishment, with the two of them...
I think they proceeded to sing, Queen.
or something equally as disturbing.
anyways, I was humiliated and started crying,
saying something about not wanting to go to this michagan college anymore.
hating michagin and these people.
( this is where I vaugly remember a dream prior to this one, that probably involved..said..people )
and how i needed to get the fuck back home.
(STRANGLING)
..
on the flip side.
life is swell.
ma's losin it.
i hope she moves to europe, soon.
but life is hella swell.
<3
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