Johns Neighboorhood
I'm outside,
Theres some kind of fund raiser going on for three children who were lost& came up molested,
and a fourth...
Sitting at a table with what at the time was johns grandmother and some other elders,
( in retro spect it was bubby, which makes alot more sence )
and I'm just trying to be polite,
and quiet.
Finally She asks me
are you doing any summer programs or anything dear?
..
I was like
Uhh, I go to college
She said Ohhh that's wonderful
where?
I said MCC
she said
Oh my, you're a toolist?
(She must have been thinking MTI, like specialized programs )
I told her that I was a social sciences major getting my degree in philosophy.
...she seemed confused
and thought it was nice that I had picked a vocation
especially being a toolist..
?
then john comes out of his house
and im so relieved,
but he walks past us all
and the fundraiser into wha I geuss is his grammas house.
he goes to the back patio that i can see from a distance and sits with what i presume are his father and brother.
I walk towords them,
but see no motion for me to join them,
so I'm kind of in limbo,
not wanting bubby
or to invade his space.
Johns sister ( not really, it wasn't the same girl, but she was playing the part )
comes out of a house
and asks me to please, tell the others when the food is ready.
I'm glad to help her
because she is sweet,
and acknowledges me.
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Underneath Train Tracks somwhere in the mountians with some fellow that does this if not for a living, then for life.
Trains come
and the plummet into the valley
tip right over as the come around the bends
he mentions the loss of some of the best conducters
they had marvolous conductoesque name in the dream but I can't recall
we do some climbing around the tracks,
undernearth them,
over some rocks to get back to whereever we need to be
we have to break a fence he usually climbs
he decides it's not keeping anyone in or out but us so
we hae to right to take it down.
we do.
and I walk off into the mountian.
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-off to the doctor, it's too damn early, no. fair.
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SO i went back to sleep after the docotr and had a few dreams,
had another lucid one.
but fell asleep again after so I can't remember as much as I should but it was odd.
more camping ( like the one i didn't record the other night )
Gary Mcdougal and I???
( a friend from preschool )
are camping
we are trying to decide to go get firewood
it's just us at first but peoples tentskeep popping up everywhere and buildings
there is a building next to our tent
that's got a wide open front and empty on the inside except a table
ikeep telling him we need to stake our claim with the hookah, now,
and he says
nah
well just kick whoevers in there out later.
like i said tents keep popping up
mimi is laying on a tarp with a boy and she climbs inside her tent i holla at her
she says hey and trys to get me to come over
but we have to round up fire wood
she kisses the boy
i wonder why she's not gay anymore
but hold my tounge, thinking twice rayther then pondering outloud with gary
then we find a cell phone on the ground,
it's dereks from ocala
he's inside of a tent that apparates right next to us
we leave it outside because he's laying on they're bed with a girl.
So anyways,
off to round up firewood
theres some quarrel over what we should collect it in..
gary breaks somethingof his friends and then i notice what he gave me to collect in has no bottom ( no use. )
So i walk down this overpass of sorts.
where there are people playing cards or something and eating onion rings also listening to dave matthews?
But I realize I'm dreaming here
( is it possible that, i'm dreaming that i am lucid and not actually becomeing lucid ? )
anyways,
YES I'm dreaming
and I get stuck by this southern couple who begin to talk to me
i think about garys family and how his mom was sick ( with cancer ..they said aids )
...and all i could think of was..
shit
im dreaming
stop talking to me
i need to go adventure
I get away from them and walk out of the overpass back to our tent and near mimi's
I begin to try to float away
and I am also attempting to hear dave mattheews music still ( that i heard in the underpass)
that proves to be too much
I wake up
12:38 a.m. - 2008-06-21
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