Antagonist.(s)
I feel that I used to be able to write in a way that was more comforting to my own feelings, although most of the time what I wrote, didn't help sort things any more then it just insisted on listing emotions in a non linear sort of rhyming bundle..sometimes it didn't even rhyme.
although I was always used ample amounts of annoying of alliteration.
I wonder if actually forming sentences
would assist me in the forward fluid motion of gathering and sorting information and emotions.
That's likely not the case.
I would hate to stay here in sarasota for the duration of my one or two year degree or certification. I'm a traveler..I think a slight change in geography, even tampa or something of the sort would be just what I need to shake off some of the dirt and dust that's accumulated and close enough to return for the beaches ( and my father's cooking ) if necessary.
I don't know if school comes first or the move comes first. I'm open to anything, I guess I'm just hoping for a good reason to go..
perhaps a partner in crime.
I was pretty enamored with the idea of moving to st.Augustine with Allen....whenever he emerges from the system...
but, aside from every single female human being that has told me, he is bad news..not even in relation to his criminal background or drug addiction..
...I'm smarter than that.
I couldn't handle the I told you so's.. and nothing has occurred in the small amount of time that we befriended each other to even insinuate romance, so this is the most bizarre case I've ever poured rebound emotions into..thus far..
i would like to hear how court went for him though, i would have liked a phone call this evening, im concerned that this means it's very bad news..
perhaps it could be very good news and he's celebrating at home with his newly reunited family.
I had an wonderful time in gainesville. It made me very happy to spend time with John.
I spoke to Emily a little bit about me bailing on the dinner party he had planned for fear of encountering other humans. Not only can i be poorly behaved, I was extremely conscious of the fact that I may not possess the conversational weapons that I did a few years ago, my researching habits have relaxed since I've been doing ..what ever it is I've been doing since I turned about 20.
She told me she understands and that I should not succumb to my ill placed fears, anymore..
I am not convinced.
Teals was not as exciting as I had hoped.
I'm off work for the next six weeks..I may take that time to do some more vacationing. Maybe some Job Hunting.
8:53 p.m. - 2011-09-01
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